Beccapooh Posted July 10, 2006 Report Share Posted July 10, 2006 I'm headed to the shower and then all the way across town to see my two docs. My Neuro never did call me back, so he might be a bit surprised today when the appointment isn't just with he and I . Oh well, I tried to communicate with him..........not my fault right? Regardless of fault, I'm worried that he's going to feel ambushed and not want to help me now. That part makes me angry because I really did try (for the past three weeks) to contact him. (I know what y'all are going to say; I need a new doc. He's my third Neuro, though!!!)I just want to be treated. I just want to feel normal again (or close to it!). I want to be able to work. I want to be able to play with my girls. I want to be able to go out and have fun with my husband. I want my house to be cleaned and my laundry done and not use up every ounce of energy that I have for the whole day, in doing so!!! I want to be able to remembe what I'm doing. I want to be able to work out and lose some weight again. I want to sleep when I'm supposed to sleep and be awake (and alert and energetic) when I'm supposed to be awake. Is that too much to ask???Maybe.All I know is that I'm hopeful that they will PX me something for some of these symptoms. I'm bringing in the article from Dr. Grubb, so I'm hopeful that that will help them know where to turn first, etc. Hey, does anyone know if Dr. Grubb would respond to my docs via an email? His email address is listed at the end of the article, so I was going to mention that to my docs as a possible resource (??). I would love to be able to go see, Dr. Grubb, but alas, I can not. I can't afford it and I can't wait until next year (his first opening for a new patient!!).Sometimes, I dream that I get some sort of funding so that I can go see him. Like from some TV show or something random. I know, I know, it's crazy and dumb, but I can dream, right??Anyway, wish me luck with the big Docs, today. I didn't sleep last night because my brain wouldn't shut off . Now I'm too tired to think straight..........funny how that works, aye?Bec Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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