I think you should consider staying home and not pushing it with your health until you get back from Mayo and hopefully find helpful medical interventions. I'd be a bit worried pushing it too hard and then falling into a major pots hole, which could be difficult to get out of! Maybe while your at home you could investigate new ways of earning an income, say selling things on ebay or making things and selling on etsy or working from home a couple of hours a week tutoring something you're knowledgeable in. If you're not working some of your expenses linked to work like car petrol/bought lunches will decrease. I think your health and family should be your number one priority and that rest and recuperation may pay off with a little better health in the future. I cant work at all and am thinking about selling crafts on Etsy. Financially I'm ok and am being supported by family. I know im not going to return to work until im 100% or at least 95%. Ive been in a major POTS hole and dont want to risk getting worse or it happening again. SO for now I've decided my job is to be the CEO of my health and getting me back on track (hopefully). I would rather be poorer than have my health get worse than it already is. I know everyone is different, just my 2c. Hope you find what works for you best!