gdomaracki Posted April 22, 2006 Report Share Posted April 22, 2006 Well, to begin I have been doing really well the past month or so without any real BAD spells. And my tachacardia has been at a bare minimal. That all changed this week, and I'm not sure why but it's got me down in a POTS-hole again. Now I am having problems with insomnia because my resting heart rate averages around 130 bpm, and wakes me up numerous times throughout the night. Then, last night, I went out for my birthday and seemed to be doing fine when I started blacking out. Needless to say, I can't remember much but of what I do, I wasn't fun! I guess I just really need to vent because I'm really frustrated with all this potsy stuff and this being my first birthday with this illness is really getting me down. And just when I think I'm doing pretty good, something like this goes and happens. Oh what it would be like to not have worries like this, and to just live again without limits. And yes, I do understand that things could be alot worse and I'm thankful that they aren't but to enjoy the things that I once did would mean so much to me. Of course because of last night, I'm going to spend today (my bday) and probably part of next week recopin' What a wonderful birthday present. Thank you for listening! I love you all so much. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Roselover Posted April 22, 2006 Report Share Posted April 22, 2006 Setting up a party here at the bottom of the hole - cake and ice cream for all!Happy Birthday Blondie, sorry I can't do better and wrap up a magic pill.~Roselover Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MightyMouse Posted April 22, 2006 Report Share Posted April 22, 2006 Sorry that your birthday isn't better for you... There's a saying I like that goes:"what you think upon grows" So, here's what I'm thinking of on your behalfYou next year of life starts today:May your body have better health than todayMay your spirit be happier than you could imagine. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mom4cem Posted April 23, 2006 Report Share Posted April 23, 2006 Hi Blondie,First, Happy Birthday and I am sure you will have many, many more and healthy ones!!!Though last night was not so good for you, you did say you had a pretty good month, which I see as a plus! Hopefully that means more to come. Do you remember doing anything differently, more strenous, food changes,,anything that may have triggered it to start back up?I try to journal every day how I feel and then search for a pattern. I know I am very affected by my monthly cycle, etc. It may help. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AJVDK Posted April 23, 2006 Report Share Posted April 23, 2006 Happy B-day!Sorry you are not doing the best!Hope things get better soon! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bttrflyamby1981 Posted April 23, 2006 Report Share Posted April 23, 2006 Hi Blondie,Happy Birthday!Wish you felt it was better. Hope your spirits are lifted so you can enjoy your special day.Big (((hugs))) to help you feel better,Amber Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Belinda Posted April 23, 2006 Report Share Posted April 23, 2006 Blondie dear...I know your in a pothole but please have a very Happy Birthday.. You deserve it!!Hope this year brings you some relief of your symptoms!!!!Belinda Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dizzygirl Posted April 24, 2006 Report Share Posted April 24, 2006 Happy Birthday Blondie!!i'm so sorry that you spent your b-day not feeling well!! feelbetter soon dearhugslinda Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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