gdomaracki Posted April 22, 2006 Report Share Posted April 22, 2006 Well, to begin I have been doing really well the past month or so without any real BAD spells. And my tachacardia has been at a bare minimal. That all changed this week, and I'm not sure why but it's got me down in a POTS-hole again. Now I am having problems with insomnia because my resting heart rate averages around 130 bpm, and wakes me up numerous times throughout the night. Then, last night, I went out for my birthday and seemed to be doing fine when I started blacking out. Needless to say, I can't remember much but of what I do, I wasn't fun! I guess I just really need to vent because I'm really frustrated with all this potsy stuff and this being my first birthday with this illness is really getting me down. And just when I think I'm doing pretty good, something like this goes and happens. Oh what it would be like to not have worries like this, and to just live again without limits. And yes, I do understand that things could be alot worse and I'm thankful that they aren't but to enjoy the things that I once did would mean so much to me. Of course because of last night, I'm going to spend today (my bday) and probably part of next week recopin' What a wonderful birthday present. Thank you for listening! I love you all so much. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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