After joining this forum, I'm getting scared, because it seems like a lot of you are bedridden, use wheelchairs and are in a lot of pain. When I first went to my doctor, the doctor and nurse seemed to think that they could get my heart rate down with meds and that my lifestyle wouldn't change too much. I went shopping today with my daughters and my heart rate was in the 90s. I thought that was pretty good, and I felt fine. I'm just so scared that I'm going to take a turn for the worse or something. I know that I should take one day at a time. I need to keep saying my prayers and have faith in God that I will be able to beat this or at least keep it at bay. Sometimes I forget that He is on my side. Thanks for reading. No responses required ~ just getting my thoughts out to make myself feel better.