Hi Lois! I'm so glad to hear from you, I'd been wondering how things were going for you but didn't want to impose on you to ask if you weren't feeling well. I think I can really understand some of the things you are feeling, not from first hand but as a caregiver for my mother when she went through the experiences of breast cancer. You are so right, the thought is with you every day, and always the little thought of "is it all gone, is it coming back, what's going on in there..." I hadn't heard that expression- living in Pink- but how fitting. I don't think it is a thought that ever really goes away and that is difficult. But I think over time it does recede and become somewhat less of an overwhelming thought. You are not obsessing with it, it is a real thing that is there every day. It is the reality of cancer. Sounds like you are keeping positive and have a really good outlook. (I'm not very good at written expression, so I hope that what I am writing is coming across un-offensively! I always worry about it reading differently than how I mean it to sound.) Sounds like they are taking good care of you with the refills and all. I know, I can't believe the cost of Zofran! It would be interesting to know how much the actual cost of manufacturing the pill is. That's great that you are almost done the chemo! Yahoo! Good for you, that's a big part of it! And I'm so glad your daughter is able to come home soon. She'll feel so much better when she gets to see you and be involved in the action a little bit. Take care! Laura