Poohbear Posted October 17, 2005 Report Share Posted October 17, 2005 Hey guys I just wanted to post and say I'm sorry I haven't been around much the past week. My POTS is acting up some and I'm struggling to get through each day right now. To all the newcomers---Welcome!!! I look forward to reading your posts and learning more in the upcoming weeks.I'm feeling overwhelmed with losing my grandfather (and the way my family has treated me through the whole thing--that's actually been the worst part of it & what has made the experience feel traumatic vs. only a loss of a loved one). With that and preparing to leave for Vanderbilt, packing to move again and my LTD carrier being unreasonable....well....it's a bit much. I'm not sleeping well (not that I usually do but it's a little worse) and I still find myself getting weepy a couple of times a day when I think about my family or my Grandfather. I guess it will just take some time.I hope Vanderbilt goes smoothly and has something to offer and I hope when I return home I can quickly settle into my new home and STAY PUT for a while!!Thanks for being so supportive last week when I learned my Grandfather was sick and was going to die. I feel like you guys are the family I never met but was supposed to have to begin with I will try to read and keep up as best as I can but I'm sure while I'm in the hospital that will be difficult. I may not be posting very much the next few weeks but I'll try to check in some and know that all of you will be in my thoughts and I miss you guys when I'm not able to post and interact but that doesn't mean you aren't on my mind and I wish all of you better days!!!Seems like many of us are still in the canyon. I personally feel like I'm on a journey exploring what is UNDER the canyon TTFN, Poohbear Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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