hey everyone. i just wanted to update you with some good news. i went to see the specialist on tuesday and he said that he cant treat me with medication because my blood pressure is abit high,but then goes low through the night.So ive got to carry on as i am with exercising and drinking and looking after myself. ive been having alternative therapy.Its called the bowen technique.It helps balance out your body and it has helped so much,i am soo much better. The specialist said that i can go back to work part-time but it would be better if i had a desk job. Im thinking about doing volunteer work for a couple of hours a week. I know i will have bad days and good days and ive got to try not to overdo it. but i am happy that i can finally start getting on with things.i think i am one of the lucky ones but it hasnt been easy.So there is hope for other people and dont give up. take care. h x