im not used to telling people how bad i feel. i usually try to be overly positive. but i guess i am on this forum for answers an support , so for the first time i guess i am going to let myself whine,SORRY! i know this sounds crazy , i thought we were supposed to feel better when we lay down,but i hate bedtime,as soon as i lay down my neck pain starts then the shakes and im so quizzy i usually have to get up and vomit.i hide my pain often because i never want my family to know i hurt this bad especially my daughter who is doing so well right now.to let her know i am doing this bad would only make her feel afraid she may crash,and i never want to dothat to her.does anyone feel this bad at night? and i know mornings are hard for all of us , but i shake all over , vomit every day and feel so weak and out of it.i hate going to bed ,but i hate waking to such a horrible experience everyday.boy i guess this is why i dont whine often .sorry again . i jusst want to know if everyone feels this bad when doing such a simple thing as going to bed.thanks for listening , i promise not to whine again for a really long time. sallyann