I feel the same way. I feel like, God forbid if someone has not your typical "here's your bandaid, I fixed it" illness and get passed around to different specialist like a hot potato. I've been having symptoms on and off since 2010, but as of recently I have been symptomatic since the end of September with maybe a few good days here and there. I am struggling to keep my job at this point and I'm also a part-time student on-line. The stress of the two feeling the way I do is making me feel worse. I am petrified of what may happen if either my job is in jeopardy or my school. I just want a better quality of life for my children and my boyfriend. Feeling normal again seems so far away. I know I need to put my trust in Jesus, but sometimes it's so hard to do.