I don't want to write this as a success story because every time I write it I jinx myself and have a flare. I was sick and undiagnosed with POTS for years. No one ever knew what to do about it and I thought I was crazy. Last September I had a flu vaccine and from then on went on an awful spiral where I was in the hospital at least once a week for IV fluids, unable to work or drive. I had to stay with my parents for a while since my husband was studying for the bar exam and couldn't take care of me. I couldn't drive, I couldn't walk to the mailbox, and it was awful. I gradually started taking small walks, then longer walks. I became militant about my medication, and I also tried to stop worrying as much, going on these boards. Thinking about having POTS all the time just made me more anxious. In the past few months I've moved states. I've been able to go out to dinner with friends (no drinking). I can walk my dog. My life is so much slower than it used to be, but I'm so grateful for every day and every step. I hope I'll always feel at least this good, and I definitely still have bad days/weeks, but in comparison to how ill I was last year it's amazing. I hope all of you can find some relief in your symptoms.