Hi Mindylee1, I'm new here too and I am at a loss. Today has been one of those difficult days for me. See I have been DX with Lupus and MS in 2001. This past year my BP was yoyoing so bad they run an Autonomic Reflex Test, boy did I fluck that. I was put in the hospital right then, my BP jumped up so high. I go from one extreme to the other. I have been stuck in a W/C since then before this I did use a cane. My pain is unbearable if I try to do anything strenous, and my pulse or BP goes wacko. My sister lives with me now along with my husband and I, she has been great. I have been having a very difficult DX I wonder if the doctors even know what they're talking about. I take so much Meds now to get my BP stablized. I am having to adjust to us building a handicap house. I feel as if this is somone elses life other that mine, ya know??? I keep sayig I'll be alright tomorrow, and I still intend to keep positive and with the help of my O/T and P/T we will get back, well at least to the cane huh??? So I'm with ya Mindylee, how to become the shock of it all, and making sense of it all. Looking at all this site it all does make better sense to me. in the mean time I pray for all the best for you, and get to feeling better. Southern Blessings, Rita