I feel for you. I can attest that disability for POTS is obtainable. I received temporary disability with the help of my local cardiologist, specializing in electrophysiology. During my first pregnancy 9 years ago, POTS was triggered but then "resolved" shortly after delivery. During my second pregnancy 4 years ago, POTS was again triggered, a hundred times worse. I received the disability during the second pregnancy while nearly bedridden for 2 1/2 months despite a huge dose of a beta blocker, and for nearly a year after delivery while medications were being added and adjusted. I have private disability insurance through Northwestern Mutual so that might make a difference. I was released from my job because of my illness. I was lucky enough to find another job that accomodates my illness. I take high doses of a beta blocker, midodrine, mestinon, suppress my menses and take salt tablets but still struggle everyday. I saw Dr. Low at Mayo and had always assumed that he would help me if I ever needed disability again. I was off disability by the time I saw him. This is a shock to hear his policy. I cannot withstand any more pregnancies but I worry about getting the flu and deteriorating. I empathize with you. Not feeling understood or cared for hurts. I think it hurts so bad because we are already delt a blow by the illness itself. Then, friends and even family have a hard time understanding the illness because we can LOOK young and healthy. I get stares and shakes of the head when older people see me park in a handicap space. Our employers sometimes don't have empathy for something other than cancer. But, through all this we assume that at least our physician will care and maybe rescue us. Unfortunately, just because someone is a physician does not mean that they have compassion. I am not referring to any specific physician. Thank God there are people out there who care who can be our friends, family members, and physicians. We just need to find them or stumble upon them. I know how it feels to be in a sad, down place. It is natural and needed sometimes. However, it makes my POTS symptoms worse so I try to crawl out of the dark mood as fast as possible. After I have a good cry, I shift gears and try to focus on the things for which I am thankful. I literally count my blessings. If any of what I have written helps you, I can count that as a blessing too. I wish you all the luck, blessing, and strength that you need. I would give you a great big hug if I could. Karyn