I live in a fairly small town and have had the same PCP for years. He is a wonderful guy and wants to help, but just doesn't know what to do. I had to finally get fed up and seek out my own specialist and found one on this site. I made the appointment and after a few visits with him sorting through tons of history and symptoms and lots of testing he ordered, I got the diagnosis of POTS and possibly NCS. It took so long to get here and now that I am, I'm not sure what to do. I feel more confused the more I read and learn. Here is my story: A few years after I married, I was at my in-law's home with my husband playing cards and I started feeling strange and got up to go to the bathroom and ended up waking up on the floor with all of them standing over me. I lost control of my bowels and had a headache so bad I could hardly open my eyes. I spent a week in the hospital with the doctors focusing on my bowel issue. I had scopes and tons of scans and nothing... About 3 months later, I was washing dishes and turned to put away a plate and woke to find my dog licking me in the face and was home alone. I tried to get up and would pass out again. I was in the floor about an hour until my husband got home from work. Another week long stay in the hospital and tons of tests showed nothing. I have passed out in public restrooms with the door locked and have busted my head open many times. About 1/2 the time, I lose control of my bowels. sometimes I urinate on myself. I have ripped fixtures off walls and had firemen take many doors off hinges to get to me. I had to go through the humiliation of having blood gases drawn to check for drug use one time because the EMT didn't believe my husband who told them I do this often...I was NOT on drugs by the way. I often wake up from sleep having an episode and when I describe the symptoms, the first thing a doctor will say is that I am having panic attacks. I knew I was not and became so frustrated that they won't even consider that something else is going on. The ironic thing is that they finally made me question myself and I went to a pyscho therapist and she is the only one who said it was NOT panic attacks. She pushed for my PCP to send me to someone else. Here are some of my symptoms: flushed feeling like all my blood is draining from my body, profuse sweating, BP that can be all over the map from extreme hi to extreme low, pounding chest, severe headache, lose of bowel control, skin turns bright red, arms go numb, shoulders hurt, eyes become very bloodshot, stomach cramps, nausea, vomiting, and severe chills once I begin to feel better, a strong need to sleep immediately following the episode and sometimes confusion and cry easily. It usually takes 24 hours or more to recover. I have passed out at work, church, shopping, just about everywhere you can think of. It went from a few times a year to most recently several times a week. I am afraid I won't be able to work, but hope that isn't the case. I know I have rambled, but I really want to know if anyone else has this type of episodes. I trust the POTS doctor I found, but even he is stumped by some of my symptoms. He just says everyone is different and that everything still isn't known about this disorder. Thanks for listening and sorry for the rambling.