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  1. Yeah, I really wish the syncope would slow down. I catch myself near it a lot, and it seems the more I try to fight it, the more exhausted I become. I fought it like heck this weekend, because the roommates and family were out of town, and I had another friend with me part of the time, and I didn't want to freak her out too much (she's seen me be out before, but with the roommates present, so by herself, I was afraid she would panic for no reason, this just happens), and its possible its all catching up with me right now.

    Everyone here is cool with the fact Becia may not emerge from her room until after 11 or so, and if the door isn't open, knock and check on me. The only one not cool with it, is me, lol... I wake up and it's like I've got a list a mile long of things I want to accomplish and do, and then mys mind gets really upset with my body when I can't do it all.

    The past few days though have had me shaking and my heart just palpitating like crazy though when I wake up. The beats are just as hard now as they were prior to my diagnosis, when I had two heart ablations for PVC issues.

  2. Sounds like a really dumb/weird question, yes? But I'm having some issues differentiating if this is POTS, side effects from medicines, basic Becia stupidity, etc.

    So, last Friday, my doctor added Fludrocortisone to my regimen of increased hydration and salt intake, Midodrine 10mg x3 day, and "stop trying to save the world." (his words, not mine... I guess I have a co-dependency issue along with POTS).

    I am curious to others "getting up and going" routines. The past couple days have been VERY rough for me to get going, and I've ended up on the ground more than I care to count (okay, probably about 5 times in the past 2 days). I bring water and a salty "breakfast" with me to bed every night, so I can start the day off drinking, and don't have to get up to get something in my system if my sugar is low when I wake. I normally start sitting up slowly, by placing a few pillows under me, waiting, drinking and eating some, then more pillows, until I'm upright and this abates. I also take my first dose of Midodrine, and this morning, took the Fludro too (been taking it at night, but forgot last night as I kept passing out and didn't get it in).

    The past two days have been so hard on me. I've ended up being picked up from the ground once, but have hit the ground about 5 times total. Sitting up is an effort that has me laying back down. It isn't until about 11, I can get around and do much, or trust myself leaving my room for worry of passing out on the hardwood. This may be because I did a lot this weekend, and maybe it is all catching up with me? Maybe it's the medications? I'm not certain, all I do know is that it *****.

    How do you start your morning?

  3. I ordered a box of Thermotabs yesterday to give them a try. Trying to get a "number" out of my doctor is like getting blood from a turnip, I haven't gotten a lot of helpful information just yet. Just the "You've got to drink more and get more salt." I'm a number based girl, tell me how many ounces I should aim for a day, then I have a goal to work towards. As for the salt, tell me how much salt you want me to have a day, give me a ballpark figure, anything to make this easier on my mind.

    I've tried increasing the amount of sea salt I use, because it's a salt I can tolerate apparently. I was sitting there at the table a couple days ago putting it on a Hostess cupcake, of all things. I thought my roommate was going to fall off the chair laughing. I am a very bland girl, and very rarely do I salt and pepper things. I just now got to where I might put some salt on fries if I make them at home (at the age of 31, I still order fries no salt at the fast food places).

    I am allergic to some of the ingredients in the NUUN tablets, unfortunately. We started researching those the day we found out, and it seems like any water additive like that is a no-go because of my allergies. I'm allergic to artificial sweetners. I'm tempted to buy one of them and give it a try, just to see how bad I might react to it, or if the doc can give me something for the effects (I get horrible, horrible migraines... they make people think I'm having a stroke, they affect me that badly), I might be able to use those in a pinch as well.

    Thanks for the help ya'll and any other suggestions, I'm more than open to them :) I need all the help I can get right now.

  4. I've had this, and now make a point to try and elevate my legs on a ottoman or something. Even if they aren't "elevated", they at least aren't sitting on the ground and causing more pooling. Don't know if that position is comfortable for you (depending the angle, it can be bad for me since my legs hyperextended a lot), but its worth a try. As for during a session, may want to explain to the client you need to elevate them, if it seems weird.

  5. Sometimes I get down before I go out, other times it's been really sudden, and there aint nothing I can do about it. Hence how I ended up on crutches for almost two weeks, because I apparently hit the floor pretty hard and my roommates thought I had broken my hip or dislocated it. When I came to, I asked for some help sitting up because my back was really wrenched, when he started to move me, I screamed.

    I'm a little afraid to leave my room, because the house is hardwood and stone, my room is carpet. Already hit it twice this morning, my fault, had to get up quickly, and it didn't work quite as I would have hoped.

  6. For those who take this supplement, what brand do you use? And what is the dose of sodium per pill? My cardiologist suggested I look into maybe taking these, but then couldn't give me a suggestion to brand or strength. I've looked on amazon for suggestions, but thought I would ask here first before picking a brand.

    I'm not looking too forward to this, seeing as I have a sensitive stomach, but right now I'm willing to try anything, because my eating habits aren't supporting the sodium I need apparently...

  7. I go through this a lot, just suddenly "bam." I try to use my yoga techniques for breathing to slow myself from panicking, but sometimes that doesn't work. If I end up with a really cold feeling, I know I'm going to pass out, and there's nothing I can do about that part. When I pass out, according to those around me, I stop breathing for about 20-30 seconds.

    Laying down, fan blowing some air at me, give me about an hour or so, and I'm usually good. Foggy, but good.

  8. Yep, I was diagnosed with IBS when I was about 22, even though I'd been having issues with it since I was about 16. I do my best to control it through diet, but I also take Bentyl for when I have a really bad flare up of it. Mine isn't the constipation, mine is IBS-D. They once told me I basically was in a precursor for developing Crohns, but after getting my POTS diagnosis, I'm seeing more and more how all of this is coinciding, and how I could have been developing the POTS even in my teenage years.

  9. Yeah, this drug is havoc on me as well. I am still passing out at a alarming rate according to those around me. I was told yesterday to give it through the weekend at the dose I'm on now, and then increase it on Monday to see if that makes a difference. I can take the goosebumps and chills okay, but I don't get rest very easy, so not being able to nap is killing me in the afternoon when I really need to recharge. And this stuff has sent my heart rate into overdrive too... Very erratic.

  10. Yep, I've been pouring over this website since I discovered it a couple days ago. This place has been way more helpful than the packet of info I got when they released me from the hospital last Friday. Being the second person that the doc has seen with this, I guess we are all lost. I live in Ohio, but being without insurance, I'm kinda at the mercy of whatever I can afford, which isn't much, so seeing one of the specialists, I may never be able to do so.

  11. Yep, proamatine is midodrene, or however it's spelled... My focus is way off today, sorry, lol. I have a call into the doc because I'm not sleeping, and trying to apply for some local aid has been really causing havoc, but it's one of those things I've been told to just wait time and time again. How long am I supposed to wait and go on like this without getting any answers? Patience may not be my virtue, but at some pint we all have to step back and go "okay, this isn't working, what's the next step?"

    And Dave and Lori are totally awesome. Anyone who makes sure I pass out comfortably (well, as comfortable as possible), and then have lifted me to bed when I still can't feel or move, is a saint. I'm a whiny, whiny patient.

    And the pvcs, they are saying those are gone, but they did see PACs on the monitors when I was in icu last week. All I know is I really don't want another ablation, if the ablations I had might have set me on the course I am on. I've always suspected something else was weird in me, but it wasn't until that second ablation that heck really broke out.

  12. I've never swam for help with this condition, but I did do water therapy with my last knee surgery, and it was amazing. I got just as good a workout from that, as I would have using weights and such. And it was so gentle, and I enjoyed it! It didn't feel like torture. I guess maybe I need to invest in a swimsuit again and try it for my POTS as well, because what I truly want to do (bike riding and running), are currently a no-go.

  13. Howdy all!

    My name is Becia (Bek-ah), and I was just diagnosed with POTS exactly one week ago today, and literally since the tilt-table test and the doctor going "Oh *****, get her flat!" then telling me it was definetely POTS, I've felt thrown to the wolves, trying to figure out how to manage, and what I can and cannot do.

    I've watched the video that was posted here, and cried and laughed through it all. I say laugh, because in the listing of things to avoid, there was one that said "Doctors that dont know anything about POTS". I kept thinking back to my experiences, and just laughed, in which I ended up passing out, and had to rewind it.

    My POTS experience, I believe, goes back to last year. I ended up in two ERS because of having a racing heart, chest pain, and just general "ugh" feelings. I was diagnosed with a lot of PVCs, told I would live, and that was it. In March, when at the doctor for a checkup, she listened to my heart and said it was way out of whack, and asked if it bothered me. Yes it did, and everything else I still dealt with did too. But I also had a pretty intense job at the time (backroom work of Walmart, I would walk at least 9.5-13 miles a day, and that doesn't include the climbing of ladders and such), and kinda chalked it up to work being too hard. Well, she sent me to a cardiologist, who did all sorts of tests, yep, you've got major pvcs, two medications later she sent me to the EP cardiologist on staff. Had an ablation on 5-30-13, and three weeks later, I was back in his office because I couldn't function and was passing out. Told to increase salt and water (which I was already drinking over 170 ounces a day), and another EKG showed my PVC's were back with a vengance. So, on 7-1-13, another ablation was done.

    I feel I never recovered from that ablation, because I was still dizzy, weak, lightheaded, exhausted, and raising my hands above my head lead to disaster. I made the decision to quit my job, because I felt I couldn't do it safely, no matter how much I loved it (and I did... crappy company, but MAN, I loved what I did, and was really good at it), if I was on top of a 12 foot ladder (which was common), and passed out, I would hurt myself and others more than do any good. I also revisited with my doctor who told me that desk job would be beneficial, because the more I'm on my feet, the less likely I am to recover from this. RECOVER. Yes, he used the word recover... I'm kinda shocked. He stuck me on Celexa, and I was having horrible side-effects with it (shaking, passing out still), but he kept saying "You'll be fine, you're healthy, nothing to worry about." My shaking was not nothing to worry about, that's a major "Something's wrong here" with that drug.

    Two days later, the family I live with had to start picking me up off the floor. I passed out coming out of the bathroom, and couldn't move. I had no strength, I was numb almost. They knew I'd been passing out, but never to that extent. It took me a good couple hours to get going, and even then, I was woozy as all get out. They picked me up off the floor again that evening, when I got done with my shower and was heading to bed. That took about four hours to get my strength back.

    The next day was the day we all went "What they hey?!" and it all broke loose. I'd been passing out, but nothing like the previous day, until that evening. I was unconcious more than concious. Dragging me to the ER while texting my doctor because I couldn't walk, he was still saying "Oh, there's nothing wrong, she just needs to drink more". Dave, one of my friends, was making me drink Gatorade every chance I was awake. They got me on a monitor at the ER, and every time I tried to sit up, I would pass out. Yep, heartrate spiking, I apparently stopped breathing a couple times, but laying down, it would regulate out. The ER kept thinking I had done something to my head, but thankfully, Dave said no to the CT scan, and showed them what the doc had texted him. Did they do that treatment, no, but we decided (when I was awake enough), to see my cardiologist in the morning.

    I woke up after 2 hours of sleep (my usual, i have insomnia like crazy), and while I felt really crappy, I forced myself to get up, dress, make my bed, and get another glass of water. That was it, after that, I passed out in bed, just laying there. I'd been doing that a lot as well, which is wierd. We finally get to the cardiologist office, and I pass out just trying to get onto the table for an EKG. Suddenly, this got real for this office, and they could tell something was wrong, and Dave wasn't going to leave until we had an answer (Dave and Lori, his wife, are totally awesome people, and you just don't ignore them, I've learned this a LOT lately). Admitted to the hospital, where the next day they did the tilt-table test that led to the cardiologist over that test, cursing and throwing me back down.

    I cried. I fought passing out, I did pass out. Dave started looking online for information, because its not very confidence building when the doc comes in and says you're only the second patient he's ever seen with this condition. When he comes in and says this is life-altering, and he doesn't know how. When you have a ton of questions, like "Am I going to get back to biking? Am I going to be able to work, and if so, how do I explain this to potential employers so I can get a job?"

    So yeah. I feel thrown to the wolves with my diagnosis. I'm relaxed by the fact we have a diagnosis, and not a "she's fine, it just takes time," like we've been getting from my usual cardiologist. They started me on Proamatine, as well as the water and salt thing. But I'm still passing out a lot that leaves me with no strength, and in need of assistance to sit up/stand up/get to bed, and I have so many questions I'm afraid to ask, because I'm afraid no one will know the answers.

    I always knew I was broken. I've dealt with a lot in life. But am I broken so much now that I can't be fixed? I'm unemployed, not allowed to drive because I've nearly crashed my car several times since the second ablation (in fact, Dave took my car key in the hospital after the doc said no driving till I'm cleared, which could be October), and I'm dealing with all of these symptoms that have inpacted me in ways I cannot seem to get my family to understand. I can't even play my drums for long (I'm a drummer for a band at church), and my deaf ministry has been put on hold, because signing wears me out. I can't talk long for a conversation, although most the time I don't make sense, so that's probably a good thing.

    Where do I go for info? Who can I talk to for advice? How do I need to word my questions, so I can get answers? Help?

    Sorry for the long post... this is the two hours that I seem to feel halfway human... I'm lucky if I get that in a row...

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