Megan Gibson

My issue is this I work two jobs but even before with the one and just part time hours I had a horrible time going to sleep. N its last four yrs but within the last two yrs of the four I'm having a hard hard hard hard time waking up. It's like someone could be standing in my face n I won't realize. I have been called 58 times before n alarms going off I hear none of it. I'm missing work n being late to work. I'm close to losing my lively hood behind it all. I'm forgetting my routes once I'm off of work becuz I'm feeling so exhausted n I work night **** but I also work on day shift as well. I'm pulling 14 hrs Monday --- Friday n ten -15 on the weekend combined. It's like I can't sleep n then when I do I can't wake up. Sometimes it feels like I can hear things but I can't wake up to what I'm hearing. I'm n a sleep so deep when I wake up I can't tell if I've slept 15 mins or 6 hrs. Becuz it never feels like I got a proper 5 mins. I'm exhausted bad bags under my eyes.. eyes swollen at times. Sometimes when I'm so tired I fall asleep talking to someone or listening but that's after days of only getting 2-3 hrs of sleep n days where I can finally get more like 5 hrs I'm sleep so deep my life around me resting is effected. I need some kind of help and answers or suggestions becuz I don't understand but the energy n a day is gone. Example I used to be vibrant now excitement to me is just being in comfort of my home n just being there Becuz I'm too tired to concentrate most times n my memory is shot . When I can't sleep I find myself getting extremely moody n cranky.