IAMERROR94

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Ok thank you. I'm not sure whether I'll have a primary doctor or specialist (maybe I'll have both???) I just hope they can get down to the bottom of this because I'm scared and miserable... I had about 10 hours of asleep last night and I'm still super tired and have these dark gray bags under my eyes (I hope its not fluid retention) thank you everyone for all of your support and I'm sorry for blowing up this thread so much, I was just desperate for answers. Now I guess I just wait until April 20. Any tips on dealing with fatigue would be highly appreciated. But yeah, Ive gone vegan and try to stay active (I did have to tone it down a little bit because I got light headed and got upper back pain, neck, and shoulder pain just from speed walking a couple nights ago but I do leg exercises and artery cleansing exercises and drink a detox tea every day) I don't have swelling in my ankles which is promising. I'll keep you guys posted on my recovery. Wish me luck! Love ya!

So I finally got into a clinic for the uninsured and I have an appointment on April 20. I just hope I can make it until then.

I understand. Thank you.

I'm sorry... I knew someone would eventually say that... I dont blame you... I sound insane... I'm not panicking though, I'm actually pretty calm, depressed, but calm... 

Having trouble sleeping again... I'm extremely tired but can't sleep and my head feels like I'm not getting enough oxygen to my brain... I don't know if I'm gonna make through the week... I'm going to die and there is nothing I can do about it... :'( thanks everyone for everything... P.s any advice would be appreciated...

Ok, thank you.

Update: managed to get around 10 hours of sleep today (although i still feel really tired). Also started taking multivitamin and omega 3 gummies.

I've officially gone vegan.

I got a blood glucose reader and I'm going to check my blood sugar tomorrow when I wake up.

Lastly, I've replaced cigarettes with gum.

I hope that helps my body with the state its in... :/

Gonna try to get health insurance soon.

I'll keep you guys posted.

Ok. Thank you.

So my wedge pillow doesn't help anymore... I only slept 4 hours and 20 minutes yesterday and haven't slept since... I don't have insurance yet and I don't know what to do... I obviously need to see a sleep doctor... Does anyone know what I can do until i can see one?

Ok I will. Thanks again. I'll update this thread when something happens 

Oh ok thank you. I hope I can get this done. I want my life back.

I'm going to visit my mom in Arizona (probably in a week) and she's gonna help me get health insurance and I'm going to try to get a job after I resolve my symptoms. Why? Am i in danger...?

And another one... I keep getting pain near my collar bone. Like intense pain

Another update... I just had this weird static zap in my head (kinda like a TV turning off) along with the feeling that I just about fainted... It was so strange

So I've been getting these weird palpitations when I stand up from laying down. As soon as I stand up, my heart beats fast for a couple seconds (probably around 120-140) and then does something that feels like skipping a beat and then starts pounding slow and hard for another couple seconds and then goes back up to around 120-140. Anyone else get this?

I see :/

Thank you

That's my guess but it still scares the crap out of me. Its happened several times. I'm really grateful that you keep replying. Also, thank you for not getting short fused with me. I often annoy people with my worries.

Does anyone here ever have their finger heart monitor flatline for a second? Mine did while i was checking my weight but I was still standing and didn't feel anything out of the norm and my heart rate was around 100... So strange... 

Later on after drinking some water it went back up. I guess it was water weight.

so I lost about 3-5 pounds overnight... How is that possible...?

Thanks guys. You're awesome.

Thank you so much. Youve been so helpful. I'm glad I found the forum too

My resting heart rate moves up and down between 58-100 but usually sticks around 70. I would notify my doctor if I had one. I don't have insurance :/ I'm working on getting some though. I've been to the er several times. They keep saying its high anxiety, but the sensations I feel tell me otherwise its almost like I have something that they can't detect... Its such a hopeless feeling. I'm terrified. I don't want to die, and it feels like I am, slowly.