Hello,
My name is Amy, I am twenty three. I have been diagnosed with POTs and epileptic seizures. I have been an incredibly active person my entire life, but have slowly felt it become harder and harder to do almost anything without feeling total exhaustion. I would run, swim, mountain bike, play sports, and even took martial arts for many many years. POTs has changed my life in a lot of ways, though it didn't just show up for me. I have had symptoms of POTs since I was a small child, at least six. While being diagnosed with ADHD, the EEG showed I was having severe migraines, but I never complained of them. I would complain of vision problems (blurry vision, trailing images/palinopsia, vision blacking out), stomach cramps and ulcers, swelling and cramping in my legs, feeling tired and achy, etc. All of the usual symptoms of POTs. I was basically shrugged off as wanting to get out of chores, school, etc or told it was my imagination.
However, when I was fifteen I came down with mono, and from then on the symptoms became intolerable. I began passing out almost daily. I felt sick and weak. I went to several doctors and they all said I was fine, gave me IV fluids (which I find ironic now) and sent me home. I've had doctors straight up call me a liar, attempt to send me to psychiatric hospitals for "conversion disorder" and "psychogenic seizures." I've had a doctor let go of me when I could barely stand in an attempt to see if I was faking it (banged my head on the floor and seized because of it). I'm sure everyone has had their bad times with doctors, but it still frustrates me. I was tired of hearing it, and refused to believe it was in my head. I stopped looking and just dealt with it. The passing out later started triggering my seizures and I was beginning to have them on a daily basis.
It wasn't until I was 20 that my doctors actually started looking into it more. I was in phsyical therapy after being in the hospital for two weeks from status epileptics (back to back seizures). The right side of my body wasn't working and I had lost a lot of my right peripheral vision and had severe speech issues. He noted that my feet were turning blue purple and sent me to get it checked out. I was tested for everything AGAIN and sent back. I was really just ready to give up.
I had just moved and I was seeing a new neurologist and was eventually referred to a clinic in Bartlett, TN. It took ONE appointment to have my answer. A twenty minute test. That's it. I was diagnosed with POTs at 22 after seven years of suffering from passing out, seizures, pain, and just feeling like trash. I have been on medications since April of this year, and I am already feeling a significant difference in my health. I'm down to one seizure and month!
I wanted to meet people who were in a similar situation as me. It's hard to talk about the frustrations of POTs with people who think it's no big deal. I get "you don't look sick" and "but you get to stay home all day and do whatever you want." I hope to find that here as well as some better ways to improve my health.