Hi everyone. I stumbled across this forum a while back. My story is kind of a long one, but i'll try to shorten it so I can get to the problem I'm having now.
Since I was about five, I recognised I had a constant feeling of nausea. I never told anyone until I was about 13 when it was becoming too hard to stand anymore. This started a very long journey (I'm now 24!) of trying to figure out what was wrong. I was accused of being a faker by doctors, one trying as much as to get me sectioned, until I finally gave up and thought that I would just have to live like this forever. I saw a gastro doctor who knew I wasn't lying, but couldn't figure out what was wrong. I took the medication for nausea which thankfully worked a little and I stopped going to doctors after that. I then started taking really bad dizzy spells, and basically ended up in bed from October through to March. I always knew I had a faster heartrate, and after much research stumbled across POTS. Got myself a smartwatch, and lo and behold, heart rate would shoot up everytime I stood. I went to a new GP, and she referred me to a cardiologist here in Scotland.
Now here comes the problems. I had an echo which was normal, apart from the fact my heart was beating fast during it. I've now been told I have IST? My resting heart rate for the last two years is normally 56-64bpm. From what I'm reading, IST causes a fast hear rate constantly. I guess it makes sense in the sense that when I get a little nervous, my heart pounds. But a lot of my weird 'feeling' are relieved on laying down. I have blue/red feet and legs, EDS runs in the family, all my symtoms get much worse before a period. When the cardio told me it was IST, I did try to question him a little but I am terrified of being seen as difficult, or too pushy. I have to be honest, I had such a cry after that phone call because at the start, I joined a few POTS groups and I finally felt so not alone. I met people who knew what I was feeling!
In desperation, I've found my cardiologists email, and sent him one but I'm not sure if he'll be happy to discuss anything with me via email. I would find it so much easier to ask him things if he let me ask via email.
I have no clue what to do next. I know IST and POTS are similiar, so there is a question in my family of "be happy with what you get diagnosed with" but I've waited so long so I want the 'right' answer, if you know what I mean?