I'm so glad I found this forum. I'm newly diagnosed, it's incredible finding out there are people out there feeling similarly to me. I first went to my GP about five years ago at the age of 39 and said I was feeling lightheaded, it sounded daft! She ran some blood tests and they were all ok so that was that. I went back last year, and said the same story, and also that my memory seemed really bad, I could hardly bear to admit that, I had the usual round of blood tests, and was told all was ok. I was asked if I was anxious person, and I started to wonder myself if it was just health anxiety. I feel worse in the winter, don't know why? come November last year I was feeling was than ever, and having a sort of dizzy feeling in my head about ten times a day. And my lack of memory and concentration were scaring me. I saw a different G.P. who had thankfully recently read an article about Pots. She did a version of the tilt table test and sent me away to read about it on the Internet saying 'I don't think there any specialists'. I fit the category of tall, skinny and am a runner. I think I'm a runner because of the Pots - all my adult life I have known that I only feel well when I exercise - only now it doesn't seem to be working - the exercise isn't keeping me well. It's wonderful to have a diagnosis, but I'm finding that when I think about it my eyes well up. I had plans for my future - am I going to be able to them? Am I going to continue to get worse? Cognitively I have been feeling so bad I'm not sure if I'm fit for work. I keep telling myself to get a grip, especially as I can see others are clearly a lot more affected by Pots than me, I have three children and work parttime, Pots has barely affected me up till now, though I think I have always had it - I remember feeling lightheaded after a long walk when I was 21, at the time I thought that perhaps I didn't breathe properly. And now I realise why I have always felt the need to sit down, perhaps it also explains the worsening continence, and those restless legs that I had when I was pregnant. And it explains why I've never really been on top of my household chores, I always felt compelled to sit down after a bit and I truly believed I was lazy. I have so much that I'd like to discuss, but don't want to do a really long post - I'll save the rest for next time. Just wanted to introduce myself, and say thanks to those who run this forum.