Dear Sisters and Brothers in misfortune, I guess I find more help and answers with you than with the medical personnel I am communicating at the moment, so if I bother you with my ?s, please, excuse my ignorance. My problem is why I am so anxious since these symptoms started it was like a overnight transformation from a very laid back and nonchalant girl I became a frightened chicken. Yes, My POTS started with 3hours of severe tachy, blushing, suffocating, feeling that I am dying and so on and with 5 doctors standing and looking helplessly at me, they just let me go through the whole think under "supervision". I am constantly lightheaded, weak in my legs and so on. My main problem is why I am so anxious to go out, to interact with people standing, to travel, even to go out of familiar environment ofmy misery for the last 9 months. Do you think it is because my brain does not have enough oxygen and that makes me anxious, or it is a part of the symptom, or I am developing generalized anxiety on top of everything, or may be I am going crazy. I feel like trapped, I want to live this life not be a prisoner of my own mind, yes,may be I will never be the same energetic, easy-going person I was but at least some sense of normalcy. Please, any suggestions how to fight this are greatly appreciated Maria