Thank you all for responding. I think one of the most difficult parts is growing up. Back in high school, my mother would go with me to every single monthly appointment with the neurologist or cardiologist. I had become so scattered brain and everything about POTS becomes so second-nature, I would completely forget I had an episode within an hour or so, but my mom would always remember . . . and always would jump in. Now, I live quite far and you're right, it's far more difficult trying to talk to a doctor when you are a 21 year old, female, and the majority of the time I question if they even think POTS exists. I've been on proamatine (10 MG, 1 pill, 2X day), fludrocortisone (.1MG, 2 pills, 2X day) for the majority of the time I've been diagnosed, except for one year when I decided to give-it-go by taking nothing. Does anyone else get tingling of the brain with either one of these? I've always taken both together, but the tingling has increased in area since I first started taking it. A month ago, I was placed on alprazolam (.5MG, whenever I know I will have an episode or during one), but I decided not to take it after the third-go- it made me even more exhausted . . . and the only reason, I decided to start seeing someone down here was b/c of my fatigue. A week ago, I was placed on propranolol (10MG, 1/2 table, 1X day), took it once and felt tired . . . but realized I felt a lot less anxious in my classes. But they never told me to take it with or without the proamatine/flud., so I waited for the nurse to call me back and never did . . . then today I was told to taper off everything within the next 6 weeks. I used to have tilt table tests done every month or two months back in early high school years, but I had trouble with the neurologist due to his disinterest in me as a patient, because I did not faint or become dizzy during the tests. Once I moved to the cardiology department, I never had a tilt table test done again. I have had two, 24 hour heart monitor tests, endless EKGS, and I had a echo cardiogram today- they found no problems, other than the flapping of something was almost adnormal . . . but did not meet all the criteria, so in his word, "what does this mean for you, nothing." He has referred me to a different department to get a CT scan done, so I should hear back in the next week to schedule an appointment. I'm stubborn, and whenever I have these terrible visits it makes me want to go run a mile, have my body crash like it used to, and go "see!" I know I don't have full blown symptoms anymore, but it's because I cut a great deal out of my life. I live in a bubble. Do they expect you to burst the bubble to grab their attention? Seems ridiculous that when you do the right things, it's unimportant. I thought being young and sitting in a cardiologist's waiting room was enough to grab their interest . . . who knew they did it for the "thrills"? I feel terribly sorry about venting this much in one day, but it helps just to write it out. Sincerely, Adrienne