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  1. Ive been helping my step daughter with school work for a few hours. Shes doing home school this year through a private school. She tests on campus. I got that shock feeling in my stomach thats lead to my body trying to faint in the past. I was laying in bed helping her. My wife was well. And i guess after all the talking, focusing, bright light in room, my body couldnt take it anymore. I took a midodrine and left the room to be in quiet. My pupils were very dialted. I had a couple more "shocks" to the stomach. My BP is normal but my heart rate is in the 50s. How can i have adrenaline over
  2. My moms still in denial. She thinks omega 3s will fix me with exercise. Lol. This is after i have explained the disease and how it works multiple times. I used to shower twice a day. Now its a struggle to shower daily. You arent alone in this!
  3. I will look with those terms and see what i can find.
  4. I dont have a dedicated person that cuts my hair. They are different every time. No the last question.
  5. Haircuts now for me is a big deal. I have been going during the week when nobody is there so i can get in and out. The heat is really messing with me. Does any sort of in home haircut service exist? Im male obviously. I dont know if this matters. I figured asking on here would be quicker than google searching.
  6. Yeah i see an autonomic specialist and im still the same. This is her bio if you are interested. https://semmes-murphey.2dimes.com/debbie-turner I was offered to go to vanderbilt initially but in my ignorance i was like well if i have a specialist here in my city, ill just see her. But now im officially iust waiting to go to vanderbilt after my recent referral. If i get denied, thats when i know my attorney will really start to help me. Like i said, i did explain i have autonomic dysfunction and it causes this, this and this. Social security might of zoned in on anxiety be
  7. I put what conditions i suffer with. POTS was at the top. Anxiety was in there. On the back of the questionaire i explained that my POTS is a cause of major anxiety. I explained how the disease works. I told them about the bloodflow to the brain problems, syncope, and all of the other issues its caused me including the anxiety. I included it all together but under the umbrella of autonomic dysfunction. My wife was sent for a mental evaulation even though hers was physical pain from various conditions she has. They tried to say her physical pain was from depression. They didnt do an anxie
  8. So I have a SSDI case pending. First application. After they got all my doctor records, they are saying that's not enough to approve my claim. They are sending me out for a mental and anxiety evaluation. I have hyper pots and elevated adrenaline in my body. So it seems like they don't care about the fainting issues, heart palpitations and all of the other suffering that goes on with this disease. Looks like they are focusing on the anxiety side of things. My psychiatrist even has a letter in my doctor records mentioning the sympathetic and parasympathetic nervous system dysfuncti
  9. I get this like every freaking day. Good to know I'm not alone in that.
  10. I've been stuck in bed since September 2018. Yesterday I had a horrible day and I didn't even do anything. Today I felt better but my body is still screwed up. I put some air in my tire for my wife's car. I have a mini pump I got from Amazon. It took me 10 mins. I even sat down in the air while the tire filled up. My heart rate jumped up 30-40 beats and my BP shot up. Lower number was 103. Laying down brings that number into the high 70s low 80s. I feel like I'll never be the same. I'm going to Vanderbilt eventually. Maybe they can do something. We are trying to move soon(hopefully)
  11. I did two 24 hour urine tests. They said they couldn't get a result. They actually drug tested me because they thought I could be diluting the urine test with water. So I got nothing from that. But I did do blood work during a TTT. She said my adrenaline was elevated when I was standing but they screwed up the test results somehow. She was like we didn't collect the result properly. So I don't even know what that means but I do have higher adrenaline when standing. So it sounds like me seeing this specialist for the adrenal glands is probably a waste of time most likely. I'll stil
  12. I didn't know we could have adrenals from sympathetic neurons. I don't even know what that is. I'm scheduled to see a specialist who deals with the adrenal glands. Will they figure this out? I have lack of faith in doctors. My autonomic dysfunction specialist tells me I have hyperadrenergic POTS but never told me to get a scan of my adrenal glands to make sure I didn't have any tumors on them. It was actually my psychiatrist who told me it could be a possibility. So I got tested. No tumors.
  13. Would that even be safe to remove them? Wouldn't that make us more prone to fainting?
  14. I've felt very mildly dizzy the past couple of days but my BP was high enough not to faint. Normal range. I feel like I'm laying on my back in the ocean and my head is floating over really small waves. It's very mild. Not sure what the exact definition of dizzy is in POTS. I felt a little spinning action yesterday. Not near the spinning where I took a long hot bath just trying to relax and tried to get up and couldn't walk a couple months ago. I do have midodrine but I haven't taken it since my BP was normal. Another odd detail. I haven't had any caffeine in a couple of months. I dr
  15. Might just be my phone but I can't see the pictures.
  16. I have been having trouble getting over this bacterial infection for at least a couple weeks now. And I'm on antibiotics. Just when I think it's going away, I wake up in the morning and I can just tell my throat is getting those white patches back. I've never had this much trouble getting rid of it. I get this every 1-2 years. I get these White patches on my tonsils then I take antibiotics and I'm fine. I used to even work through it fever and all. Now all I do is rest. I figured I would be over this by now. I've always wanted to get my tonsils removed because of this. I wonder how well
  17. Yes. And just as I expected nothing is wrong. The test did give me a quarter sized dark black bruise though. And I have to pay to get stabbed and shocked. Crazy concept. Basically he is referring me to Vanderbilt. Im seeing a specialist here where I live but I think Vanderbilt will have a lot more knowledge/tests. I didn't wanna go because it'll be a 3 plus hour drive. That's gonna be so hard on me. @Pistol been telling me to go for the longest. Hopefully it'll be during the cooler months. The summer is brutal on me.
  18. The thing is my wife goes to all my doctor appointments. She hears the doctors and even acknowledges my limitations. But she's always complaining about how much she has to do. And that's because I'm out of commission. So I feel guilty and it adds stress to me. As far as dates, the only thing we can do is watch movies at home. If I were to go out to a restaurant, I wouldn't be able to make it. The crowds, the noise, sitting up too long. If I somehow made it through, it would be torture and I'd be sick for a few days. She thought i might of gone to the movies with her yesterda
  19. For the past few hours my anxiety has been really bad. My hands have been a bit sweaty and also have gone cold. I have a weird feeling in my gut. I feel slightly dizzy at times. Or maybe it's the anxiety? My fingertips are tingling. Theres times where I feel bad then there's times like this where I feel scared. I just feel like I'm malfunctioning. My BP is good. My heart rate is high 50s low 60s. Yesterday it was consistently in the 80s. It always changes. I'm just trying to figure out if that's the right time to take midodrine. My BP is fine but my adrenaline is obviou
  20. My wife is supportive of my health but sometimes she doesn't understand. She asked me to hang a curtain. It probably took me a month to finally will myself to do it. She would get so angry about it. I tell her I'm sick but she says it's because I'm forgetting. Which that's probably true too but the main reason is my health. It's hard for me to get motivated to shower and shave. She also is complaining about cuddling. I get it. But my illness makes me suffer to do it. The heat from her and just lying motionless is extremely hard. I can't just lay down and chill. She just doesn't be
  21. You totally lost me on that last sentence.😲
  22. So I took benadryl for about 5-6 years straight every night to sleep. Ever since this disease has crippled me it seems I can no longer tolerate benadryl. I've taken it a few times and usually my body reacts weird. One night I woke up and got really hot and forehead sweats as if I was about to faint. Other times it seems like it makes my body produce a ton of adrenaline. I feel a weird feeling in my gut and I get jerked around by I guess the adrenaline hitting me. I don't know what it is. But I associate those weird punch in the gut feelings with fainting. That's how I was on my last day of wor
  23. My last day of work when I collapsed but remained awake. When I was at the hospital I was laying down and I think it was 156. Not sure what it would of been standing up. I was panicked as well though. My body was trying to faint for over an hour even while laying down. When they gave me Ativan my body stopped trying to faint. They kept me overnight because they had no idea why my heart was beating so fast. Basically they did an ultrasound and I wore a heart monitor all night and told me they have no clue and to see my primary care doctor and let me go the next day. I was terrified to be let ou
  24. I take Xanax prescribed by my psychiatrist. Cold air keeps me calm as well. Playing video games. Staying away from lights and sounds help me too. Sometimes my cat helps. Sometimes nothing works and I just lay in the dark with fans on. I started taking lower temp showers. When I go out in public is when I really battle with it. Like to a doctor's appointment. My adrenaline runs so high for so long, when I get home I crash and fall asleep. It's really miserable.
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