Thank you all for welcoming me! Yes, I'm on the search for a different job that doesn't require travel. Not only can my body not take it as well as I had hoped, but neither can my daughter. Unfortunately, my "dream job" has turned out to be not so dreamy... I wish I could do it. I like what I do. Anyway, the search goes on but the jobs here are terrible, mostly entry level and pay wages that I used to make 10+ years ago. I've looked at a few options with going back to school or different jobs. For example, dental hygienists can get $25+ per hour. However, I don't think anyone would want me working on their teeth when I'm having hand tremors... The wheels in my head have been spinning, but coming up with nothing. On my so/so and bad days I wish I didn't have to work at all. And every time I can't make it into the office due to migraines, IBS (accidents), any cold or flu, or mentally non-functional I worry about losing my job. I'd rather leave on my own terms and with an income that will continue when I leave. And we all know that people don't understand why we seem to be sick all of the time. I know I've felt like I've been labeled lazy and a hypochondriac in the past by co-workers. It pieves me... To the mom with 6 kids, a job and POTS... I bow to you oh, Goddess of Wonder and Amazement! Because I wonder how you do it all! I am stunned and speachless! I have one daughter, one husband, one dog, one cat and a job and I know that I can't keep up with much of anything. My daughter knows that I have heart problems. She doesn't understand though why I can't just take a Tylenol and get better or why it's lasting so long. And I worry about her getting dysautonomia/POTS. I haven't let her know anything about THAT being a possibility. I have to run for now. Thanks everyone!