Hello everyone, i'm Alicia and I was diagnosed in 2000 with POTS. All of the symptoms of POTS hit me full force right before I started 10th grade, I was 15 at the time. I've been living with it for years now, and am so relieved to know that there are other's out there like me. At one point I was told that it was psychosomatic or all in my head, I was an A student all through school and I never missed school, but anyway, I know how frustrating that can be. Like everyone else, I have good days and bad. I currently work full time in a hospital, and will (hopefully) start my nursing clinicals in the fall. It seems like my symptoms get worse like once a month or once every few months. Worse to the point where I miss work, and school. Life is miserably depressing at those times, even after all of this time my family and friends don't really understand. They think I am, "faking it" or "being a wimp." For the past few years i've woken up almost daily being nauseated. I have always been thin, but in the past few years I noticed that my hands and feet are always freezing, sometimes when my heart is beating so fast I have chest pain. I just "deal with it," I take deep breaths and hope for it to go away. Most recently, this week and last month actually, I have had "Attacks" where i'll be out doing something and start to feel a sort of burning in the pit of my stomach and I end up vomiting for hours. I've missed this whole week of work because of it this week and a week last month. I actually haven't seen the specialist that diagnosed me with POTS in several years. He put me on a beta-blocker, Inderal and that worked ok for quite awhile. I just feel that it's not working anymore and i made an appt to see my specialist. I haven't been able to pinpoint foods that make me sicker than others. After eating I always have this heavy feeling in my stomach that takes forever to go away. Last June i moved out and got an apartment with my boyfriend of 4 years. Long story short, I found out he was not who I thought he was, he suddenly couldn't keep a job, among other things, and that left the bulk of the bills to me. About that same time I got really sick and had to miss 2 weeks of a job that I had only started several months before. I had to move back home because I was to sick to live alone or even work at the time. Now i'm stuck with a lawyer and a lease i'm trying to break with no success. Is it just me, or does stress make anyone else feel worse?It seemed like the added stress of trying to pay all of my bills alone and of fighting with my ex made me much sicker. I seem to pick up colds alot more frequently than I ever did as a child, and I get sicker for longer than a normal person, does anyone else have this problem? So i'm just living a day at a time now. I've missed quite a bit of work and am trying to get FMLA papers filled out, so at least it's covered. My appt with the specialist isn't until the end of July, so i'm hoping I feel better before then and can get back to work. I'm supposed to start nursing clinicals at the end of august, i'm not sure how that will go. I hope that my meds can be changed and that we can figure out what foods if any, that i should avoid. I'm just still trying to adapt, even after all this time, to not being "normal" and not being able to keep up with things the way I used to....