chuckcallahan

Thanks for the response. It is hard to deal with especially when we hurt the ones we love. I too hope she forgives me. Thanks again. Chuck

Thank you for your response. I haven't found it hard until past week or so. I am running out of meds and this does not help. Thanks Again, Chuck

I received a notification this week that my SSD was approved. I have POTS/Dysautonomia. I thought I would be elated and my wife too. I have gotten very impatient, mood changes and basically have driven my wife and family further from me. I am afraid they are going to leave me to go crazy. I have just run out of meds due to spending over $6,000.00 on medical cost already this year. I need some advice or for someone to let me know this happens. I have read so much on the subjects thanks to Dinet and Dr. Grubb. I should know the answer but am having difficulties. Not sure how to help myself and my family at this point. I was upset tonight over a bowl I could not find. Stupid issue, came to a point my wife and I came to odds. I broke down and am now not sure of what happened and why. She has told me but I am having trouble believing I did this over a bowl. She is withdrawn over me and I am in punishment mode on myself and at a loss of what to do. We are supposed to be happy and looking forward to no more battles with disability. Can anyone encourage or ? I feel dumb with such a question but am lost.