I had my first POTS flare-up at 16, and have had many since then, often preceded by stress and/or trauma; I am now 40 and have two young kids. Though not officially diagnosed, my family doctor believes I have POTS (he's just not totally sure what that means), and through him and one (not overly helpful) cardiologist I have access to Florinef and Midodrine and am basically trying to figure out how to treat myself as I wait for an appointment with a dysautonomia specialist. Thank goodness I am Canadian and didn't have to pay for the dozens of wild goose chase appointments up to now, or we'd be living in a cardboard box. I am currently battling the worst POTS flare-up yet - am bedridden, can only shuffle to the bathroom and back to bed. After reading many threads on this forum, I am wondering if you might be able to help me with some questions. Sorry if they are repeats - I have tried searching, but have lots of brain fog these days. First, I need meds advice. So far I am taking Florinef .025 mg (tried as much as .1 mg but that made my chest hurt too much, my eyes hurt, and aggravated the dry cough I have). I just added Midodrine 2.5 mg three times a day and it helps with my breathing problems and brain fog, but I still can't be vertical. What does it feel like when Midodrine really starts helping? And is it just my imagination or does the tiny bit of Florinef help? I am supposed to try a beta-blocker too, but want to change one variable at a time if I can force myself to be patient enough. What have people found with beta-blockers? Apparently as well as tachyardia I have some kind of conduction disorder. Because I have had increasingly disabling pain for 23 years, I have tried many meds. The pain obscured my ability to figure out that I also had POTS, but I now feel strongly that my neurotranmitters are at the bottom of both problems. Celexa helped a bit with POTS symptoms, but greatly increased my trouble with pain - turned it from joint pain to whole body/constant muscle pain. Remeron seemed to make POTS slowly get worse, and Cymbalta helped with mental clarity but seemed to cause a marked increase in OI and SVT episodes. Does any of this sound familiar to anyone, and if so, can you tell me what you have and why you think this might be happening? Also, has anyone else noticed that their senses are heightened - I can taste, smell, see and touch with more sensitivity. How about experiencing a delay in ability to answer people when they speak to you? Finally, I think I have convinced myself (with the help of Midodrine) that I will not likely be dying imminently, but am wondering what to expect when it comes to recovery. It seems like I have been on a slow downward spiral for 24 years, accelerated after my second (and final) pregnancy in 2004. Will I be able to drive, shower, cook, look after my kids and myself in any way again? I know that everyone seems to have a different experience, but has anyone got better? Are there any factors which seem to relate to recovery or lack thereof? I want to have some hope, but have discovered that being too hopeful can lead to attempts to be or appear "normal", which can have devastating results. Thank you all in advance for any info you can provide - it's lonely up here in the middle of nowhere and I have been so comforted (and at times terrified) to read your posts. It can be hard to ask for help after learning not to for so long.