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About atomic811

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  1. I have none local to me (checked the list before) and travel is very hard. However in a year I have to move to Pensacola FL and there is one there (also puts me closer to Atlanta and Jacksonville Mayo). However, I am not looking forward to being in FL with the heat. Yes a no drug TTT or a poor mans test doesn't scare me. I know its silly, but I get very nervous and mix nervousness with pots reactions and ..well you know how that feels and goes Thanks
  2. Hehe I use to use mine a lot too. Now rarely, but I got one of those finger clip things that tell heart rate and oxygen saturation. I don't care about the oxygen part, but its easier to check the heart rate with. My blood pressure is all over the place anyway. I can go from low to high so fast. I can stand and it can drop or I can stand and its too high. Don't worry the novelty of your new BP machine will wear off eventually you will think "I bet its low...let me check...oh who cares."
  3. Yeah I am not depressed about it today. I just needed to vent. I am still to scared to do anything about it right now..but don't feel as bad about it today. It was just one of those nights when you are sitting there and have a moment of clarity of what you go through and the long list of symptoms and think "crap!" haha. Then feel overwhelmed by all the tests you would have to do if you even did get a doc to believe you EDIT: I did have this horrible doc once when I attempted a TTT (if you guys know kyli from youtube) I told her about it. It never took place, well it sort of did. I have a majo
  4. I was wondering that too because when I was in the hospital the night after my appendix was removed the nurse took my bp when I was sleeping.. it stirred me a bit, but she got a low reading and was like "I have to take this again" and I said it will be higher when you do and it was. I think she got 85/50 (maybe it was 80/50 but between that) and second test when I was awake (cause she woke me up playing with my arm lol) was 107/75
  5. I am trying to think if I am short of breath during it. I do know I feel hot and the air seems stuffy. Yes exactly it is like I am fainting and my brain says "Wake him up...we must faint now." hehe
  6. Yes, it does sort of feel like that mixed with fainting feeling. Yeah see for me I can't sleep well on my back either because I just feel my heart rocking my body, so I tend to sleep on my stomach. During that event I will roll on my side and that is when I sort of start to bust into a slight cold sweat and then roll back to my stomach and fall back to sleep. That is in part why I know its not a "sleep panic attack" because who has a panic attack and thinks..oh this again and goes back to sleep within a min or 2. You would assume I would be anxious during it, but I don't. Then again while I h
  7. I do have a question that I don't see addressed here and I have been unable to find online. This does not happen to me often, but sometimes when I am sleeping I wake up out of a dead sleep because I feel like I am fainting. I can roll over on my side during it and feel like sweat is starting to come out of me with a general very unwell feeling. Then I just go back on my stomach and fall asleep again. I have spoke to one other person who has many of the same issues I have and he too gets this sometimes. If there is a name for it what is it called? I have told a doctor about it and they just sai
  8. Thanks Dani, I considered seeing a therapist again, it has just been every time I do they are pushing psych meds on me and unfortunately I can not take benzo drugs at all like xanax, ativan (the whole class) and the three different SSRI drugs I tried made me so ill and of course I was told "hmmm I never heard that before" or "they don't do that". Basically I am treated like its all in my head and that I am just looking for side effects. Then because I now turn down those drugs I am seen as "non-compliant" Maybe I just have not found the right doctors and therapists. This one therapist was tell
  9. Thanks. Yeah I know when I wake up I will be more mentally stable. Just sometimes feel so fed up.
  10. For several years I have gone doctor to doctor with no one listening. My mother died this past May and 2 days after she died I ended up in the ER having my appendix removed missing the wake and funeral. Between that, past health issues, lack of support system and dismissive doctors I have developed this crippling fear of seeing more doctors. I have become terrified about having a tilt table test to the point that I just won't do one even if it was offered. I react to so many medications its not even funny and have a terrible fear now of drugs from all the past reactions. I don't know why I am
  11. Hi, noticed you're in Albany. I'm in Menands and my newly diagnosed friend is in Green Island. I think we should start a group. What do you think?

  12. Not currently no. They tend to get rid of me when I won't agree that this is all in my head.
  13. Thanks to everyone else for their well wishes.
  14. When I lay down on normal days it stops. Days like today not really, but I lay down a lot anyway to keep it in the 120s. No diagnosis yet seen many docs though. Xanax very long story short (many don't believe it) when I was tapered off after I started having reactions to it even on a low dose I went through a terrible withdrawal. I have been in my current state since. March 4th of 2009 I passed out sitting on my couch, since that day I have a fast heart and high standing heart rates. The xanax was given for anxiety (not severe anxiety or anything) I took it daily for a year before issues. Then
  15. My normal is 76-96 sitting and 120's to 130s standing. However days like today with the heat from yesterday and today it was 120 soon as I woke up sitting. My normal when I first wake up before I stand is in the 60s. Before I left the house standing it was 155. Laying in the ER flat it was 126-134. I don't think I sweat very much. I don't even have a diagnosis yet all I know is I have been sick for 16 months. When it gets warm out I get a fever. They didn't check it standing there even though I told them it goes a lot higher when I do.
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