You are not nothing. You are stronger than most. If you're still dreaming, still functioning, still living- ON YOUR OWN I might add- through this horrible nightmare, you have been through and accomplished more than many people. You are not nothing. You are a victor in this battle even if it doesn't feel like it. Oh yes, and countless times I have left in a fog and come back to find that I look like a crazy person! Hair allllllll over the place, clothes on backwards, different shoes. Once I even almost left for class without a shirt on!! Yeah... that would have been interesting!