Greetings to everyone- I've been reading the forum for a while when I have felt well enough and could think well enough how to use a computer. Would that were just a joke! It seems strange that not all that long ago I worked full time on computers and assisted others. Until I found this forum, the frustration I felt at becoming the village idiot could become overwhelming. After my neurocardiogenic syncope diagnosis in 2002, my cardiologist never told me the full impact of the autonomic issues I could face. Over the years I've tended to attribute everything to my fibro from a 1990 auto accident and fought to keep on keeping on. My major syncope episode in 2002 happened at Old Navy. I had a coupon for $5 off a $25 purchase and kept finding incredible deals like a $3 cashmere sweater so it was taking me forever. The stomach pains started and a bout of diarrhea in the ladies room (at least I made it!) were a brief rest before pushing this full cart of presents for the year which would only set back my budget by $27 towards the register. I never made it. I came to with the paramedics around me and in the distance I could see the clerk pushing my cart away. Talk about shop 'til you drop! As part of the diagnostic work-up, I was scheduled for the tilt-table testing. The hospital, an older institution with space issues, had the tilt table in an ante-room to a surgical suite/procedure room. The day of my testing there was a respiratory tech waiting for the patient in the procedure room and he knew the young woman administering my test. As she strapped me in, he and I started chatting and joking. She seemed nervous about administering the test as, I believe, the last time she did one it was hairy and she asked him to hang around. I could see the BP readings out of the corner of the eye and as the testing commenced, and I felt horrible I initially found out by accident that I felt better and my bp stabilized if I was laughing/joking. Too high - it went down - too low it went up when I laughed. That tilt-table test was the torture from the middle ages. I realize now that it would have been faster if I just passed out but at the time it seemed like survival - I had found how much better I felt when I laughed. of course, when the cardiologist came in the last 10 minutes or so no one was talking and it felt really bad and he said we have a positive result. However, that test confirmed that laughter is the best medicine. Glad to have found you all Noreen