bttrflyamby1981 Posted May 1, 2006 Report Share Posted May 1, 2006 Hi all,Just wanted to whine a bit.I had a reunion of sorts today. Let the kids play with friends kids. Talked and had lots of pictures taken. We ate lunch and just kicked back. I felt fine while there....besides a couple dizzy spells, but that's normal.We were only there for 3 hours. I think it was reaching the high 90's but stayed in the shade. Had plenty to drink too.We got home, and not even 10 min later I had to lay down. It's like it hit me from out of no where. Is this normal for others? Just frustrated because I seem to be getting worse. My husband is talking about wanting to go on weekend hikes and such and I don't know what to tell him. I know he'll get angry if I tell him I just don't have the energy. He makes fun of me all the time lately and I'm just feeling down and out. I don't know how to help him understand. He says that all I do is talk to sick people all the time, so no wonder I feel blah all the time. (this group is what he's talking about) The only real support I get and he makes fun of me because I try and check in at least once a day.Sometimes I wish that I would get really sick and that he would get an eye opener....how sick do you have to get before they listen? I thought he was supporting me, but all along it's been more of a fake concern.My friends don't lend to much support either...after all, I don't look sick. If they don't see it, they don't beleive it? I feel like stomping my feet and having a tantrum like my 2 year old!!!Just needed to vent I guess....I don't really feel any better, but maybe tomarrow will be better.Thanks for listening,Amber Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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