all4family Posted April 24, 2009 Report Share Posted April 24, 2009 Hi Everyone,I had been having some pretty good days, since I got my wheelchair, and I started to feel like I was getting "better". So when I woke up yesterday, and felt great (for me), I took on a big outdoor project. I built a firepit in my backyard. There was a lot of work to it, and I did get real dizzy, and almost (only almost, yay!) fainted 3 times. But I would lay down, and rest, then would feel good again, and go again. Well everyone was thrilled with the outcome of the project, except my body. I just thought "that's ok...after a good nights sleep I will feel good again in the morning!" WRONG! So there was a fair that we had planned on going to see, and we went. I used my scooter, which helped a lot, but I just feel so awful. I had more plans for the day, but they have been cancelled, because I can't get up without my body feeling like the insides are going to drop out. Everything hurts 10 times what it normally does. My legs feel like I can't move them, for the muscle pain, and everything is moving under me. I have fallen down more times then I care to admit today. I feel like I need a forklift to get my body even to turn over. It is just so darn depressing. I don't mean to wine, I know everyone else here hurts too, but I sure would like to just be normal again. I was thinking I wasted the money on the wheelchair, because I felt better. Now I am thinking the reason I felt better was because of the wheelchair. Does anyone get this super heavy feeling especially of my insides like they weigh a lot, and are going to just rip out of me. One day I expect to stand up, and find my guts on the floor!!! Thanks for letting me vent this. Just feel so frusterated!Suzy Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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